Sometimes you just have to accept some things and try to swallow as much anger as possible. There is nothing to do when somebody is just frustrated at you, because of incompetence of the people around them. At times like this you have two options:
1) Just blame it on them and start a war
2) Swallow the blame and try to work things out
Number 1 generates a war that could have repercussions that is difficult to forecast. Especially when you don’t quite know the strength of your enemies. However, number 2 keeps everything on your side of the court. You can’t sleep, you just let people slap you around and convince themselves that you can be their scapegoat for all their ailments. Soon enough you will continue receiving angry emails with lots of capital letters and you life will just collapse in unfinished business.
Anyway, that’s my disappointment of the day. I’m tired, I have to start thinking about moving (yes, I’m moving to Seattle – no, I don’t quite live in Seattle right now, more like Bellevue), I have some very busy and important last couple of days at work, and things don’t look like they will get any better anytime soon. Sometimes I wished I could just have a weekend.
At times like this, my usual solution is to just alienate myself from the world and listen to some Steve Reich. It’s like listening to noise, but mathematically beautiful musical noise.
By the way, talking about music, I’ve finished a book that I had on my list of “to read” for some time: This Is Your Brain on Music: The Science of a Human Obsession, by Dan Levitin
Interesting book, if you survive past the first chapter. Dan needs a better editor that will fix all the wrong and missing information on his introduction to music theory. He should have discussed well-tempered instruments. He should not have mentioned that multiplying the frequency of the pitch by 2, 3, 4, etc. causes us to think it’s the same pitch (although an octave up). Instead he should have said that it’s the factor of 2 that matter (2, 4, 8, etc).
After this painful chapter, the book gets quite intriguing. Nothing really shocking if you have read another very interesting book about brains: On Intelligence, by Jeff Hawkins and Sandra Blakeslee.
These books make me hope that we are getting somewhere closer to understanding the brain. At least I can say I’m a little closer.