Sometimes it is hard not to look back and realize the time that has gone by and wonder if you’ve used it well. This happens in all dimensions: personally, professionally, globally. You look at the things you have done, the things that define what you are right now and just wonder: have I traveled the right way? Have I traveled at all?
It has been tough to get a closure on this. Sometimes it feels like I’m not really doing anything; that I’m fooling myself and letting time just flow by. On other cases, I feel like it is just taking me downstream to a large clearing, I just have to pass through a few turns and everything will be easily visible.
It’s interesting how it is easy to lose readers with only a couple of paragraphs. So for the people that are still reading, people that think that can extract some of the hidden meaning behind what is written here, I’ll stop. There is no benefit in dwelling on things that are and just dreaming of what might one day be. Today I’m a little depressed, but the reason is not really something I can write down here. It’s certainly temporary, but not isolated. It seeps into the future as well as illumine the past.
Alright. Writing too much, time to change topic. Time to go techie.